First of all, i have been healed from my heart-break-era. I made myself survived from what we called as a never-ending-suffer-and-torches. Got strong enough to simply smile to the world and laughing with all my dearest pals without feeling any pain at all. Except, getting madly in crush with a very good looking guy who never pick me as his girlfriend sadly. Haha. But its okay, we'd be friends in a weird yet exciting way until now. Plus, i had soooo much fun with my pals! So it ain't bother me that much... :))
The second. In a short time, things changed again, i got caught on another game. At first, its merely a joke and a challenge that one guy throw at me. We decided to be more than just a friend just to find out if things will works on us, a relationship. I think its fun, since there is no consequences behind it. But, in fact, i get it wrong. It was never be a fun game. It was full with tension, arguments, debating, and tears. Until several month, i found myself fell in love again. A thing that i have been avoiding based on my last awful experience. I fell in love.
Who is the object? Yep, he was an unknown guy appears from unknown place called social media. Cheesy isn't it? I bet you feel so. He brings out a thought i have never imagine before (at least at the time acting like an antipathy one), a serious relationship with consequences and lots of responsibilities in it. Me, admitting i was never agreed in an easy way, lots of argument spills out from my stubborn head. He? Did the same thing, throwing all the ego to me for at least understand his position at the time. Hard. Been very hard.
The third. We ended up having a very deep feeling and compassion to each other. Both are matched and bounded tightly. And there he goes.... the proposal. At a mall's parking lot. At a very sudden time. At a very unexpected condition...
An insane game we'd agreed turn into a more-than-serious-problem... A major trouble we have to solve, which also brings out family problem as well. Interconnected at the same time. The responsibilities we have to carry on our shoulder.. If you asked me about did i ever imagine facing a problem like this before, i would say you are crazy. How on earth i am willingly stepping on a total disaster like that? I am not having such a brave heart to do so. But, look at me now... That is why i am thinking i was made by trouble.
I won't tell the further story right now.. Since now the process was still on going. I won't hope too much. I just want the best thing will happen to us.
An antipathy girl met an alien guy.
Will we'd be united under the holy vow? For forever?
To be continued then....
"Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact."
-Willian James-
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